Once upon a time, I met this great guy. We shared many interest, we joked, we laughed, we played, we got a long, and most importantly we loved. We were pretty much in love. We had plans together, we had a future, and we had a strong bond. At first he turned out to be so amazing to me, but then the relationship escalated. We turned to be everything we had hoped it would never be.. And in the end we’re going to end up being strangers once again.

You’re constantly doing things behind my back, always caring about yourself, and lying to me. I’m so done and over with being treated like shit. For all I care go hangout with Nicole, you seem to like her so much you even added her as a friend while we were going out just because I was her friend.You added her with me unknowingly knowing that you made her send you naked pictures. Not only that but you go and like all these damn bitches pictures, like honestly GO FUCKING BE WITH THEM. Not only that but you saved text messages in your phone from Venus for the longest fucking time ever. You also accepted her damn friend request too you stupid asshole and SAID HI TO HER AT A PARTY BECAUSE YOU WERE MADE TO? NOBODY FUCKING MADE YOU, YOU HAVE A DAMN CHOICE YOU STUPID FUCK. Not only that but you had the audacity to keep her number and Indy’s number in your fucking phone. Not only that but when you promised me you wouldn’t fucking go see Nicole you ended up fucking going. And don’t blame other people for you own damn mistakes either.  You’re fucking pathetic. Not only that but you know I hate Jackie, and you followed her and unblocked her from instagram behind my back. You let her fucking wear your clothes, and you fucking flirt with her and take pictures with the ugly fucking hoe. You also changed your password so I wouldn’t be able to see that shit either. Well fuck you, now you won’t be able to get on my damn instagram, my tumblr, my facebook, or send me messages, or say a damn word to me. I blocked your sister off facebook. I deleted my pinger so you have no way of texting me or messaging me. I blocked you off my instagram, and I blocked your sister too. At this point I want nothing to do with someone that’s always threatening to kill themselves and break promises with me. Honestly, you said you’d do anything to fucking be with me but obviously not. You aren’t willing to lose GIRL friends for me. I sacrificed a shit ton for you, but you don’t fucking appreciate me. You have been a waste of my time, nothing special at all to me, but a fucking douche bag. I’m never visiting Georgia ever again, and that’s for you to blame. I don’t want to see your fucking face ever again because it’s just a reminder of how stupid I was for being with an inconsiderate piece of shit. I hope nothing but HELL for you. You fucking deserve the worst.

I don’t want anything to happen to us. You are an amazing, smart, cute, beautiful, pretty, and gorgeous girl you really are. Everytime I talk to you or when I’m around you I feel like I’m in heaven. You are an angel to me and I really want to be with you forever. I want to make you happy. I want you to be happy. I want you to love me with a lot of love. It’s different now.. and I’ve been thinking.. We should take a break from all this. Don’t worry it won’t be long. I just need to think of some things to become even better to make you love me like you used to. You really do know that I love you and that I want to be with you. So pleasee don’t find somebody else and do anything.. I trust you. Same goes for me. I promise on my life that I will not ever do anything to fuck it up. I promise on my life that I will never cheat ever again. Just please believe in me.. Cause I don’t want anything to happen to us. I will visit you on christmas I promise you my life that I will visit you and make things right. I will not ever give up on you. I will always try for you. Im not giving up. I have soo much love for you cause I’m trying this hard to make things right everynight I sing you to sleep and tell you wonderful things everynight we go to sleep. I try to be a wonderful amazing boyfriend. So please baby accept me. I love you my love.. I trust you not to do anything. I will hear your amazing angel voice later.. I love you baby muaaah
Andre Alex Vongsenesouk
7.5.11 yours forever